During the last episode of “The Kardashians” on Hulu, Khloe Kardashian admits she struggled with her mental health while pregnant with her child. Khloe, who welcomed her son through a surrogate in July, has opened up about the “trauma” she has suffered as a result of Tristan Thompson’s infidelity.
“Since December, it’s been this dark cloud hanging over me,” she explains during an emotional confessional. “Every day I’ve been feeling depressed and sad, and now that my son is here, I can move on and enjoy. It’s almost like closing that chapter and ending this trauma and putting it behind me.”
The season one finale of “The Kardashians” ended with Khloe discovering that her on-and-off partner Tristan Thompson (who she was very “again” with as they chose to conceive their second child) was expecting a child. baby with another woman. Heartbreakingly, Khloe says the embryo transfer took place just days before news broke that he had been unfaithful. Again.
During the season two premiere, Khloe talks about how hard it was not only to know that Thompson cheated on her, but that he knew he got someone else pregnant and never told her. All this while they were hoping to have a second child together.
“It’s such a dark cloud around something that should be so lighthearted,” Khloe says in the premiere. “I was definitely very angry, and I think I felt cheated. In hindsight, he always knew when the other baby was being born, and especially getting the paperwork we saw. He found out on July 2nd, so he knew.”
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Khloe’s surrogate underwent the embryo transfer in November of last year, and in December, she found out she was expecting the couple’s child. She admits that she was also very concerned about the public criticism she would face once news broke that she and Thompson were having a child shortly after he was expecting a child with someone else.
“It’s so close I wouldn’t want anyone to think I did it after the fact,” she says. “Why would I want to have a baby with someone who is having a baby with someone else? Because I’m not much of a sociopath. I’m a lunatic. I’m not disturbed.”
Khloe also admitted that the stress she endured during the final weeks of her first pregnancy with daughter True caused her to go into labor a few weeks early – this was the first time she found out Thompson had been unfaithful. She says she was really worried about all the publicity surrounding her son’s existence and how it would affect him in the future.
“I don’t think kids should be talked about that way, and you just want to protect this innocent being who had nothing to do with it and I just don’t want that energy around my kids,” she explains.
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Fortunately, with the support of her family and having time to process her feelings, Khloe says she is finally on the mend and ready to embrace her life as a mother of two, despite the chaos surrounding her conception and gestation.
“Now I finally start the healing process. Now I start enjoying my life with two kids and figuring it out,” she says. “This will be the first day, and it will be the beginning of something positive and happy and beautiful.”
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